Friday, June 20, 2003

ahh. thursday. another week is coming to a close. finally i dun have to turn my head back and recall upon all my past events. hm. im about to sleep soon. and figured i should juz pop in an entry first. i was juz reading through other's blogs again. and more often than not. they can invoke a certain sense of. inspiration in u. in one way or another. esp when they write about their thoughts and how they feel more den about what happened to them during the day itself.
today another slack day for me. a bit up and down here and there. and sitting in my chair thinking about it. i think it went well for me. i got things done today. feeling good about that. i went church today again. and this time there were like 7 ppl studying. i went kinda late lar. 3pm liew. got my maths done at least. i dunno lar. cant concentrate. im so lousy. ah well. played soccer in btw. den like 6.30 or something stopped. bball again. relaxing to play bball. shoot hoops. ( airballs and rims aplenty) and 5 on 5. made me work out! since no more cricket. i gotta find some avenue. heh.
one issue that has been in my mind is the e word. e g o. everyone has it. everyone needs it. everyone hates it. its a powerful thing. quite simple for me to be ego in fact. saying im smart. from a top boys school. and yadaladah. but i feel im not very so. ( which is an ego statement in itself) everyone needs an ego boost at some form. its inevitable. essential to confidence and self-belief. for things to get done. its a very sensitive topic. acting smart too much can lose u a close friend. being humble and accepting some ppl the way as they are will earn u close friends. e g o. watch its power. control it=)
tmr. i hope to be able to plan my worship finish. set myself on a topic. on the songs. and think of what to say. im glad for this chance. opportunity=). hope it goes well. rage concert. woohoo=)

i wanna make u smile
whenever ure sad
carry u around
when ur arithritis is bad
oh all i want to do
is grow old with you.

ill get u ur medicine
when ur tummy aches
build u a fire
if the furnace breaks
it could be so nice
growing old with you

ill miss you. kiss you.
give u my coat when u are cold
need u. feed u.
even let let u hold the remote control

so let me do the dishes
in the kitchen sink
put u to bed when
uve got too much to drink
oh i could be the man
who grows old with u

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